Workstations

I have been with BPI for nearly 3 months now. And guess what… Last Thursday, I moved to my third workstation. Nyak! Yes, my third and all I can say is that with every change in station, the area gets noisier and smaller. Haaay… I’d have to start learning to focus with all the endless printing in dot matrix as my background music.

Tough by God

I am blessed. I know I am.

Growing up, I never lost a father and a mother figure. He sent me 2nd, 3rd, 4th, … parents to help, guide and mold me.

I don’t have all the talents, I even only have a few but God has blessed me to make the most out of it. I believe I can squeeze it some more but the bottom line is God has opened my eyes to the fact that I am blessed enough to be insecure to others.

I have the best sets of friends. I have my high school and grade school friends that I have treasured since forever. I have my dearest blockada, the set of superb gurls I have matured with and would certainly want to grow old with. I have my boardmates and my officemates that are truly God sent more than they will ever know. I have my mares in UPYFC, the people I would normally call when down. I hold close friends in all the biggest circles I belong to. Plus I belong to the YFC community where I have met the wonderful youths ever. I have friends who keep me sane, those who keep me grounded, those keep me aspiring and dreaming, those who keep me company, those who keep me laughing and those who keep me living.

I’ve had my frustrations and failures but God assured me that everything is part of His plan and that what He has in store for me is far more joyful than I can ever wish it would be. I've been disappointed, been badly hurt, bruised and tested. I did not pass all that unscathed, I believ I didnt but God has healed me.

God has been faithful that I get what I need and basically what I want. I’ve always trusted that He provides and boy does He always. I’ve lived a relatively convenient life and I owe it all to Him.

You may ask, why all this statements. Well, because I want everyone to know that though I get my mood swings and though I get depressed all in all believe that life’s good. Uhm, life is tough but I'm tougher. Tough because I believe God has equipped me enough and will continue to equip me wth whatever I’d be needing.

B_ON_FIRE

WAAAh! Ang fishing ko! Pagbigyan nyo na ko, ehehe. This is me according to them.

1. the way you socialize
   mona – ok nmn, ur not choosy nga e
   derick - good
   jennyvee – good
   grace – mbait k..at mrunong umntnd..friendly k..lht my chance n mgng kaibigan m..pro hbag2mtgl ngging selective k..
   kuya marco – u r a very sociable/friendly person. U can easily mingle wid any kindpeople using ur unique charm and charisma. U can join a very inteligent discussion as well as simple conversations abt anything uder d sun
2. the way you talk
   mona – ang arte! So very arte!
   derick – nakakatuwa kc para kang bata and malambing
   jennyvee – coñita, hehe
   grace – matri! Haha!
   kuya marco – bcoz of d intelligence u have, u can easily choose d ryt words to use whenevr u talk 2 b able 2 deliver d rytmessage 2 d other party. Soft spoken, always wid d smile, sometime chileish(dat was b4), sweet
3. the way you sing
   mona – cn u?
   derick – pass!
   jennyvee – nvr heard u sing
   grace – d p kita nddng magsing..at d q alm kng hlngn qng madng un.ehe
   kuya marco – well honestly, I haven’t heard you sing. I hope soon ill hear ur (sweet anlovely?) voice sing?
4. the way you smile
   mona – very sweet
   derick – i like it
   jennyvee – hapi smile
   grace – cute! hnd srcstc..
   kuya marco – WOW. Its killin me softly, d smile dat could launch a thousand ships. D smile dat stopped my world. No words can describe it exactly. Its like an angel has come down frm heaven wid a pretty smile. A smile dat can tame even d fiercest beast.
5. the way you look
   mona – hmmm…. Great!
   derick – more like it! ;p
   jennyvee – fashionista..
   grace – charming.. swit!
   kuya marco – wel, do I hav 2 say more. D face dat contain beautiful smile dat I hav describe a while ago. How many ties do I hav to tel u how pretty u r?

silent

Keeping quiet has been doin me good lately. I have not shared much about my existing ‘lovelife’ to people. Why you ask? Uhm…simply because I have uttered lots of word about us lately and a lot of opinions have been shared; and I must admit that my decisions have been greatly affected. I am just gonna surprise everyone else like I did before because no matter how ugly last time’s ending was, it left me happy.

And still, I will also remain silent about someone’s issue. And I will not say more.