Guilt trip
The German translated his earlier text (see previous entry). And as I suspected, he was confessing his love for moi. Yes, it was all-flattering but unfortunately, I can’t reciprocate it. You can just imagine the flow of conversation – I turning him down, he blatantly saying ‘ouch’ , I saying ‘sorry’ and all that.
But what wounded me up was the pressing of guilt. He texted me this:
Bkt k mgso2ri? I dont deserve ur sori.. Ganyan talaga ang buhay, failure comes.. NgdDrive aq ng sc0oter knNa... Kng d lng aq mbait s srili q, ibnangGa q n 2..
At aLam mo bng ng shot p q ng alak b4 aq mgdRive.. Sab q nga, d q man ibngGa 2, sna my bumangGa sken.. Gus2 qng mkLimutan ang lahat.. Ano ba mALi? Sken?
I know I should not be bothered. I know telling him off now is better than making him hope for nothing. But the guilt trip…
This is not the first time a situation such as this happened to me. I seem to be attracting suicidal suitors. I seem to be drawing attentions of men who entertain desperate thoughts. There was one who wanted to jump from the top floor of Quezon Hall but was instead found ingesting himself with alcohol around the same building. I had a suitor who was thrown out of his college the semester I turned him down because he had zero-units passing. Oh yes, and most of his friends blamed me. Duh! Can’t they point their accusing finger to their very friend?! Another tried “e” after I told him the truth… and now this.
It is not a women’s fault if they can’t love you back. And most especially, it isn’t their fault whatever you do to yourself after that. If you men think turning someone down is very enjoyable for women, then hey, we are certainly giving you the wrong impression.
The German translated his earlier text (see previous entry). And as I suspected, he was confessing his love for moi. Yes, it was all-flattering but unfortunately, I can’t reciprocate it. You can just imagine the flow of conversation – I turning him down, he blatantly saying ‘ouch’ , I saying ‘sorry’ and all that.
But what wounded me up was the pressing of guilt. He texted me this:
Bkt k mgso2ri? I dont deserve ur sori.. Ganyan talaga ang buhay, failure comes.. NgdDrive aq ng sc0oter knNa... Kng d lng aq mbait s srili q, ibnangGa q n 2..
At aLam mo bng ng shot p q ng alak b4 aq mgdRive.. Sab q nga, d q man ibngGa 2, sna my bumangGa sken.. Gus2 qng mkLimutan ang lahat.. Ano ba mALi? Sken?
I know I should not be bothered. I know telling him off now is better than making him hope for nothing. But the guilt trip…
This is not the first time a situation such as this happened to me. I seem to be attracting suicidal suitors. I seem to be drawing attentions of men who entertain desperate thoughts. There was one who wanted to jump from the top floor of Quezon Hall but was instead found ingesting himself with alcohol around the same building. I had a suitor who was thrown out of his college the semester I turned him down because he had zero-units passing. Oh yes, and most of his friends blamed me. Duh! Can’t they point their accusing finger to their very friend?! Another tried “e” after I told him the truth… and now this.
It is not a women’s fault if they can’t love you back. And most especially, it isn’t their fault whatever you do to yourself after that. If you men think turning someone down is very enjoyable for women, then hey, we are certainly giving you the wrong impression.
Men, please be ready of such a situation because really, you can’t win ‘em all.
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