Thursday, April 07, 2005

Humbled.

I cried a lot today. I cried in Stat hallway. I cried inside the CR. I cried in Shakey’s, in David’s car and in every instant I receive text messages from my family.

This is without doubt the situation (in the whole stretch of my 20 years) that has humbled me most. I was braggy and boastful for I was truly counting the chicks even before the eggs hatch. I swear, I have learned my lesson. And truly, I am humbled more than words can say.

I swear! Daddy is the best! He was truly gentle with me. He did not accuse or blame me. He truly made me feel loved despite the disappointments I brought him. He was still willing to give me everything he offered me to have even if I don’t get to be a laude anymore.

Btw, the scripture message for today is exactly what I wanted and needed to hear:
You are blessed when you feel you’ve lost what is most dear to you. Only then can you be embraced by the ONE most dear to you. – Matthew 5:4

But really Lord, help. Ang hirap mag-move on…

1 Comments:

At 10:00 PM, Blogger tiepee said...

Pagkabigoooo't alinlangan
gumugulo sa isipan
mga pagsubok lamang yan
wag mong itigil ang laban

BWAHAHAHAH!! Hanjologs!! Huuuuuuy anova, you tseeer ap na!! Crazy girl, "If you weep because you didn't see the sun, your tears will prevent you from seeing the stars." Hen yoo know huwaat, everything happens for a reason noh. God has greater plans for you!!!!!!! Yes, HE DOES!!

So heniwey, sa May 10 na ang uwi ko. Baka di na ko bumalik dun, kasi andami pa palang kelangan asikasuhin =( Caloca ha. Can't wait to hit the beach with you beautiful girls!! I have my beach garb ready! Woohoo!

 

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