I am scared...

In less than a week, a new beginning would start.
In less than a week, it would be the start of a lifetime of waking up really early.
In less than a week, I’d start dressing up in a who-knows-what-kind-of-attire but probably end up looking really yuppie.
In less than a week, I’d have to find my way in and out of Paseo de Roxas.
In less than a week, I’d be part of another new world.
In less than a week I’d be introduced to my co-workers, to my superiors, to my employers.
Yes, in less than a week, I will be part of the employed sector.

I know I have prayed and waited for a job with the perfect fit.
I believe God lead me back to my first real love.
But now, I'm just scared...

I’d have to start resolving my insomnia by then.
I’d have to be familiar with SAS by then.
I’d have to be really good with data steps by then.
I’d have to own a new set of wardrobe to suit the atmosphere.
I’d have to fix all my pre-employment requirements.
Lord, I don’t feel prepared for this yet. I know I have been technically ‘idle’ for months but I’m truly petrified. Lord, please give me whatever I need as I embark another journey in my life. I really don’t feel equipped enough for the tough world. Lord!!!!!!