I rest If God gave u a dozen roses & u ask why der r no thorns, He’d smile, show His bleeding hands & say “I took dem out, so you wont get hurt.” Hav a Blessd Holy Week! This is Lenten message that struck me most. It is soooo true. He doesn’t want me hurt. He doesn’t want me to go astray. He doesn’t want me lost. He is finding me to lead me back home. He does all this even to His very expense. And with that thought, with that truth, I rest. Happy Easter!

Guilt trip

The German translated his earlier text (see previous entry). And as I suspected, he was confessing his love for moi. Yes, it was all-flattering but unfortunately, I can’t reciprocate it. You can just imagine the flow of conversation – I turning him down, he blatantly saying ‘ouch’ , I saying ‘sorry’ and all that.

But what wounded me up was the pressing of guilt. He texted me this:

Bkt k mgso2ri? I dont deserve ur sori.. Ganyan talaga ang buhay, failure comes.. NgdDrive aq ng sc0oter knNa... Kng d lng aq mbait s srili q, ibnangGa q n 2..

At aLam mo bng ng shot p q ng alak b4 aq mgdRive.. Sab q nga, d q man ibngGa 2, sna my bumangGa sken.. Gus2 qng mkLimutan ang lahat.. Ano ba mALi? Sken?

I know I should not be bothered. I know telling him off now is better than making him hope for nothing. But the guilt trip…

This is not the first time a situation such as this happened to me. I seem to be attracting suicidal suitors. I seem to be drawing attentions of men who entertain desperate thoughts. There was one who wanted to jump from the top floor of Quezon Hall but was instead found ingesting himself with alcohol around the same building. I had a suitor who was thrown out of his college the semester I turned him down because he had zero-units passing. Oh yes, and most of his friends blamed me. Duh! Can’t they point their accusing finger to their very friend?! Another tried “e” after I told him the truth… and now this.

It is not a women’s fault if they can’t love you back. And most especially, it isn’t their fault whatever you do to yourself after that. If you men think turning someone down is very enjoyable for women, then hey, we are certainly giving you the wrong impression.

Men, please be ready of such a situation because really, you can’t win ‘em all.

The Quizzes Begin

Your Dominant Intelligence is Logical-Mathematical Intelligence

You are great at finding patterns and relationships between things. Always curious about how things work, you love to set up experiments. You need for the world to make sense - and are good at making sense of it. You have a head for numbers and math ... and you can solve almost any logic puzzle. You would make a great scientist, engineer, computer programmer, researcher, accountant, or mathematician.

What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

Not Unique At the first chance of meeting people, I would normally get the remark that ‘I look familiar’ I got used to that. I got used when other people would say that I look like someone else or if I have the same features with a particular person. It may be hard to accept that my face is not only one of its kind. But as I stumbled upon my past tagboard, I got the shock of my life. It may be shallow but truly it is my first time to encounter a name exactly as mine. I have seen a name of Rose Anne Ferrera but this one is Rose Ann Ferrer, no more and no less. She is also a Filipina. How ultimately weird is that?! She left her e-mail add and I hope to get to know he more. Just out of curiosity.

What have I done?!

This morning I got this text message:

Ich weiss, ich will dich wiedersehn. Ich denke viel an dich. Wie soll ich das nur überstehen? Ich bin verschossen! *save mo yan ha* tnx. Ü

I tried to translate it over the net 'coz he won't say it in English. I wasn’t able to grasp the entire message. The translated text was rather vague. But from the other parts, I know I'm screwed. Oh teach me to overcome my denseness =(

I'm Back

I surrender! I give up! I cannot NOT have a blog. I missed it.

Well, I especially miss not being able to visit my friends' blogs because I don't know their URL. I truly missed their entries. I got all-so-sad to have seen their posts. I felt like I just came from Mars since I was not that updated to their whereabouts and stories.

I am keeping a blog if that is a way to keep in touch with my friends. I am keeping this blog if that is a way to keep my connection lines open. I am keeping this blog especially now that school is almost over... for good.